Nothing is going to remember...

Feel dizzy...
Wake up early...
And my eye getting wet...
Thinking of you...
Now I know you have forgotten me completely...
Why....

Now I'm going to update my brain...
And get rid of the clutter life...
Put "them" in a box...
Without a label indicating a date...
Without list the "contents" on the box...
I throw "it" out without memorize it...
Since I forget what's inside...
I 'll never miss it anymore...

It's much easier to keep my life free of clutter...
Every time I start to store something in the mind....
Ask myself," Do I really want to save this, or will it end up adding to the clutter?"

Now......
Nothing is going to remember...
Free and happiness...
Hoho!!!!!

My 16 years old's birthday....

Today...08/12
My birthday...
However, i'm very disappointed...
Someone don't wish a happy birthday to me...
He forgot my birthday...
He getting rid of things he no longer needs...
He eradicate me from his memory bank...

Feel lonely...

Today... Thursday...
2:14 a.m...
Feel lonely...
Can't sleep...
Surfing internet...
Sms with my friend...
Talking about the Quarantine...
Talking about the moon...
Talking about the star...
Chat with my friend....
Talking about this world...
World changing...

Now...2:39a.m...
Pretty fortune...
I'm not alone...
Listening music...
Updating my blog...

World changing...

Today...
Got one xiu didi...
We are playing the tagged...
He said he want be my friend...
After that, he send me a message...
He ask me:

happy birthday darling sis,

shall we have a birthday sex together...

love to make u satisfy on your birthday eve

Omg...
Den i reply him are you kidding me?
Later he said:

what kidding???

Im already 15 you know akak

already grown up
Oh shit!!!
What are he talking about...
He think just for fun??
He just a 15 years old boy...
Thinking about this silly thing...
Sex not fun...
Now all the children very open minder...
Haixx...

Do you see how much I need you...

I want find the reasons why I need you...
Nobodies know...
I couldn't understand...
I watch your face...
The same mistake i done...
I shouldn't think you again...
I don't forget you...
The day...
You told me...
I been rejected...
You just comfort me...
You said I was strengthen...
Nope... I'm not...
You don't understand me...
I was crying... Without any sound...
I don't want you hear it...
I don't want you feel remorse...
I don't want you pity me...
Because I know you are tired...

Miss you...

Don't know why...
Still miss you...
Very miss you...
Cry when i miss you...
Miss your message...
Miss your phone number...
Miss your sound...
Miss your voice...
Miss your Face...
Miss your smile...
Miss that everything you told me...
I remember it clearly...
Miss you so bad...
Miss you...
Worry about all your things...
Worry about your healthy...
Take a rest even you are busy...
I hope you can hear me clearly...
When I found you...
I won't let you go someway you won't coming back...
I can't forget you...

My day...

Today...
4:16p.m.
Somebody knock my door...
They are Christian...
Sweating...They request to make a conversation...
Thus, I open my door and let them in...
Finally I success shirk to my mom...
They give me a feeling...
They are forcing me to belief god...
Oh my god!!!

I am online+ing...
My friend ask me go out to view the moon...
He says the moon is smiling..
Moon can smile??
I hope so...
When I am sad...After i view the moon...
I will happy again...