Happy New Year 2009...

Wu~~
Happy New Year 2009...
Cheers...
We all of you stay in health, wealth, peace...
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Sprinkles of Love, Joy ,
Peace, Hope and Comfort
in the New Year!
Cheer!!!!!

Conclusion...

Today I go to my school to see the class which i have to attend next year...
Feel sad and disappointed...
I have arranged in 5 Pintar...
The last class in science stream...
I never thought I will feel embarrassed...
I am embarrassing my family...
Even myself...
Pretty fortune this is not SPM....
Still got chance to repair and save all...

Even though I think that is nothing...
I just feel that disappointed...
Not because I have been arranged in 5 Pintar...
The reason is I realize that I never care about my studying...
I just keep playing at there...
Never care about what were teacher talking about before...
This is my fault...

Just go forward whatever student have to do...
Form 4 not honeymoon...
Especially the guy who did not take any tuition...
We have to be hard working then the other person who take the tuition many times...

Silent...

Keep silent...
Stop bothering...
Practice to be more patient...
Shh.......


Blur blur girl words....

"Wonder" land....

Wonder why...
I really hate the novel...
My friend told me that she has finished read the novel...
"The Pearl" and "Konserto Terakhir"...
Oh my god...
I don't even finish either...
Before I have spent a lot of my time in Biology...
But eventually I forget...
Ahhrrr~~~

Sick...

Today...
I'm feeling under the weather...
But I have to work...
Standing at there...
Doing nothing...
Earning money...
Money money home...
Puff...
Feeling dizzy...
Want to go back home...
I do feel giddy and pity...
But I have something to be happy about...
Because Christmas day got extra money to give...
Money is first thing...
Sick is the other problem...
Nothing can stop me...
Haha...
Crazy jor...

Tired...

2:01 a.m.
Very tired...
Done my housework...
Can get a rest...
Searching for some information...
I have a dream...
Become a forensic...
Help people to find out the true story behind the mystery...
Hope this is not just a dream...

Getting blur...
Giddy...
Dizzy...
Want to felt asleep...

New hope...

Yesterday.....4:00 p.m.
My mom, brother and I were taking a taxi to Assunta Hospital...
A good news for our family...
My sister was give birth to a baby boy...
Cutie... With a special name( so I can't remember)
Suddenly I feel that the baby is giving this world a new hope...
He look like the sun...
Bright...


Every new born baby...
This brings their parents congratulation
and warmest wishes for a future filled with all the
happy things they deserve...


First words...
First steps...
First giggles...
And a thousand other things...
May you have time to savour all your baby's charming ways...
And may this be the first of many happy days...


Love you, new born baby...

Good mood...

Hmm... Today...
I go tuition with my friend...
Actually, we didn't go...
Haha... We are lazy...
We go to shopping in Times Square...
Satisfy...
We also planned to go Sungai Wang...
But we didn't go... No time...
We get rush to the tuition center...
Fast!!!!! We get on the LRT...
We wrong taking LRT...
Pretty fortune... We success back to tuition center on time...
However, we didn't attend the class...
Lazy lazy and lazy...
After that, we had our dinner in jusco maluri...
After dinner... We wait at the bus stop for half an hour...
Finally, the bus come...They're all full up..
Had a nice day...

Back from Penang

Penang....
Is a good place...
Delicious food...
Good view...
High building...
Friendly...
More economic...
Haha...
The most important is....
Got many handsome boys...
I like there......
I have planned to study at USM...
Thus, I have to gambateh...
There is a nice place to live...to study...

Nothing is going to remember...

Feel dizzy...
Wake up early...
And my eye getting wet...
Thinking of you...
Now I know you have forgotten me completely...
Why....

Now I'm going to update my brain...
And get rid of the clutter life...
Put "them" in a box...
Without a label indicating a date...
Without list the "contents" on the box...
I throw "it" out without memorize it...
Since I forget what's inside...
I 'll never miss it anymore...

It's much easier to keep my life free of clutter...
Every time I start to store something in the mind....
Ask myself," Do I really want to save this, or will it end up adding to the clutter?"

Now......
Nothing is going to remember...
Free and happiness...
Hoho!!!!!

My 16 years old's birthday....

Today...08/12
My birthday...
However, i'm very disappointed...
Someone don't wish a happy birthday to me...
He forgot my birthday...
He getting rid of things he no longer needs...
He eradicate me from his memory bank...

Feel lonely...

Today... Thursday...
2:14 a.m...
Feel lonely...
Can't sleep...
Surfing internet...
Sms with my friend...
Talking about the Quarantine...
Talking about the moon...
Talking about the star...
Chat with my friend....
Talking about this world...
World changing...

Now...2:39a.m...
Pretty fortune...
I'm not alone...
Listening music...
Updating my blog...

World changing...

Today...
Got one xiu didi...
We are playing the tagged...
He said he want be my friend...
After that, he send me a message...
He ask me:

happy birthday darling sis,

shall we have a birthday sex together...

love to make u satisfy on your birthday eve

Omg...
Den i reply him are you kidding me?
Later he said:

what kidding???

Im already 15 you know akak

already grown up
Oh shit!!!
What are he talking about...
He think just for fun??
He just a 15 years old boy...
Thinking about this silly thing...
Sex not fun...
Now all the children very open minder...
Haixx...

Do you see how much I need you...

I want find the reasons why I need you...
Nobodies know...
I couldn't understand...
I watch your face...
The same mistake i done...
I shouldn't think you again...
I don't forget you...
The day...
You told me...
I been rejected...
You just comfort me...
You said I was strengthen...
Nope... I'm not...
You don't understand me...
I was crying... Without any sound...
I don't want you hear it...
I don't want you feel remorse...
I don't want you pity me...
Because I know you are tired...

Miss you...

Don't know why...
Still miss you...
Very miss you...
Cry when i miss you...
Miss your message...
Miss your phone number...
Miss your sound...
Miss your voice...
Miss your Face...
Miss your smile...
Miss that everything you told me...
I remember it clearly...
Miss you so bad...
Miss you...
Worry about all your things...
Worry about your healthy...
Take a rest even you are busy...
I hope you can hear me clearly...
When I found you...
I won't let you go someway you won't coming back...
I can't forget you...

My day...

Today...
4:16p.m.
Somebody knock my door...
They are Christian...
Sweating...They request to make a conversation...
Thus, I open my door and let them in...
Finally I success shirk to my mom...
They give me a feeling...
They are forcing me to belief god...
Oh my god!!!

I am online+ing...
My friend ask me go out to view the moon...
He says the moon is smiling..
Moon can smile??
I hope so...
When I am sad...After i view the moon...
I will happy again...